Disappointed

I guess we all saw it coming, GTAIV is simply unplayable on all of my computers (even my good one). SO that's it, I cannot play GTAIV. I should have expected this. I got myself so anticipated for this fucking game and all it did was keep me up at night and really severely fucking disappoint me. Now I have almost NOTHING to do with myself. Nothing to look forward to, not even my own fucking birthday or Christmas. I'm so mad, so disappointed, so fucking down that I'm going to have a break from all this shit.